Jun 30, 2010

Life is too short...


Last year Dna Conceicao was here visiting her family and now she's in heaven. Life is too short, we waist so many time with things that are not so important. We let moments and things that really matters for later. She loved life, she loved to have fun, to travel, to learn languages.She had lots fun. We'll miss you :-)

Jun 29, 2010

My dear friend Meire and her daughters





This is Meire's beautiful girls Karen and Carol. They're beautiful and sweet girls. The last time I saw them was 13 years ago. What a beautiful young woman they became. My friends should be very proud of their son and daughter and I'm sure they're.

My dear friend Rose and her....




This is my dear friend Rose, she's Meire's sister.Rose is older than me and Meire but we had a great time together too, we have great histories to tell too.
This is her handsome son Eduardo and her beautiful daughter Beth. They're kids when I left Brazil.

I want to get together next time I go to Brasil.

My sister from the heart


This is my dear sister from the heart Meire e her daughters. I was 4 years old and she was 6 when my family moved next door to her house. We became friends, then best friends, then sisters from the heart. We did everything together, we new everything about each other, we have all the secrets, we're partners in crime.

When we're kids we always said that when we'd get married we would live next door each other. We had so many plans, so many dreams. Good times we had. we laugh hard, we had lots of fun,we're there for each other when some idiot broke our hearts. When we're 13 years old, her mom was at work and we decide to color our hair, how hard could it be?? at the end of the coloring was RED,RED hair and she had BLACK,BLACK hair, for make things even better we did our eye brow, it was soo thin, our mothers almost killed us, the next day I was dark brown again, but something happened to her scalp it had water coming out of her scalp, she had to stay black hair for couple of weeks.

I can't remember how old we're, but we made a deal, if we're far way from each other when we died. If I died first I'd be a star I'd shinny very strong and blink twas and she would know and if she died first I'd find a white rose in my bed. The things that kids say and do to hold on to the people that they love.

Meire is two years old than me and I hated that, when I was 16 I looked 12,when I was 18 I looked 15, I wanted to die when a 16 years old would ask me to dance or out, I was so proud to say " I'm 18. My dad used to say " Honey one day you'll love not too look your age", now I'm so glad she's 2 years older than me.

We're so skinny, and we're do proud to tell " I gain 2 kilos" even if we didn't, today I kill myself to loose weight.
She has 3 sisters and she was the youngest and I had 2 brothers. We used to walk miles on the beach singing,making plans, talking about boys.

I'm so grateful for the people, the good people that crossed my way, I'm here for 21 years and I still have contact with so many friends from Brazil, that when I visit is almost like I never left.I'm grateful for all the moments that I lived and because of all those people and those moments I have all these wonderful memories with me.
We lost each other 6 years ago and she just found me, I'm so glad she did. I love her with my heart, friends forever,sisters from the heart are stronger sometimes because we chose each other.

Jun 9, 2010

A great friend from yesterday...

Hoje conversei horas com uma amiga no Brasil, a Edna,uma amiga muito querida que tera sempre um lugar muito especial no meu coracao. Voltamos nos anos 80's e ficamos nele por mais de 2 horas. 1980 completei 18 anos, fui perdidamente apaixonada pelo meu professor de matematica, nao era um velho nao, ele tinha 24 anos " , so eu mesma.Como diz o meu querido Roberto Carlos, decada de 80 os melhores,os piores, os mais tristes e mais felizes anos da minha vida de "solteira". Foi o ano das fortes emocoes e" grandes paixoes".
Confundimos tanto e tantas vezes a paixao e o amor, a paixao eh forte, eh inquieta, tem pressa, a paixao tambem doi. Enquanto estavamos falando de paixao, coloquei no google a palavra paixao e isso que deu: " O ACOMETIDO DE PAIXAO PERDE SUA INDIVIDUALIDADE EM FUNCAO DO FASCINIO QUE O OUTRO EXERCE SOBRE ELE. EH TIPICAMENTE UM SENTIMENTO DOLOROSO E PATOLOGICO,VIA DE REGRA. o INDIVIDUO PERDE A SUA INDIVIDUALIDADE, A SUA IDENTIDADE E O SEU PODER DE RACIOCINIO"
Eu acrescentaria tambem que perdemos a nocao do perigo, a nocao das consequencias, mas tem tambem a emocao e adrenalina. Tem muitas, muitas musicas do Roberto que eu adoro e que tem muito a ver comigo,com as minhas paixoes, mas "emocoes" e parte da minha historia. "Se chorei ou se sorri o importante eh que emocoes eu vivi"
Agora na decada de 90 conheci o meu amor,o meu melhor amigo,o meu porto seguro e tenho que dizer que sou apaixonada por ele e com ele tambem vivo "fortes emocoes" com o meu marido.

Jun 8, 2010

Doche

Como um ser tao pequeno,tao lindinho pode trazer tanta alegria na vida das pessoas. Eu estou perdidamente apaixonada por Doche. So de escutar a minha voz ele ja vem correndo, quando saio fico pensando nele. Cody a Chad ja estao apaixonados por ele. Greg tenta ser durao, mas ja esta amolecendo. Outro dia a Tati viu ele acariciando a cabecinha dele, ontem sai para comer com as criancas e Greg disse que levaria Doche la fora.
Ele e muito amado por todos nos. Hoje passei um susto com ele, ele estava se enforcando na colera e pensamos que ele estava brincando. Agradeco por estar em casa e ter visto, pois estava de saida para o dentista e nao sei o que teria acontecido senao estivesse aqui. Nem posso imaginar ficar sem ele, pois ja e parte da familia.
No final de semana coloco fotos dele. Amanha vou registra-lo para training class, o vet ontem disse que ele vai crescer so ate 10 lbs, agora ele tem 3 lbs. Sei que eh um cachorrinho, mas ele eh um gatinho, de tao lindo que eh.
Hoje brinquei com ele la fora por mais de 30 min, ele correu, rolou na grama, da para sentir que ele e feliz aqui com a gente, esta sempre atras de mim, amanha vou comprar um sininho para saber aonde ele esta, eh tao pequenininho que tenho medo de pisar nele.
Agora eh melhor eu ir, minhas gatas Thais e Tati estao na cozinha fazendo brownie.Elas estao tao lindas, minhas gatas, a Thais ja usa meus sapatos, nem acredito, oh well isso e outro post...